i hurt myself today to see if i still feel. i focus on the pain, the only thing thats real. the needle tears a hole, the old familiar stinf g g, tried to kill it all away, but i remember everythi what have i become? my sweetest friend. everyone i know goes away in the end.you could have it all, my empire of dirt. i will let t you down, i will make you hurt. i wear this crown of shit upon my liars chair, full of broken though