From card no. 2Q0LAONQ:

I do care still, of course I do. How can I help being sad when I think of it? But I am no longer tormented: ; I' free m of that. If you hold onto it, you'll go mad. You have to be willing to let go. skipping a major detail,
I do care still, of course I do. How can I help being sad when I think of it? But I am no longer tormented: ; I' free m of that. If you hold onto it, you'll go mad. You have to be willing to let go. skipping a major detail, how did you stop then m?