it took a devastating heart break to realize that i need to put my guard doen. w wn . i realized that i emotionally detach from everything and everyone.i tend to sup u press my feelings until i hit a breaking point.i never realized how this has affected the one i love.it was so unfair of me to do so. i never wanted to be hurtful. i hate myself for it. but i am going to change. i know i can. -m.s.d.