my feelings have blinded d me. they have always mislead me. i need to allow myself to feel. i cannot keep making rash and impulsive decs i isions based on bottled up emotions.i am a better person that i have let on.i am m caring. i am loving. and i am capable l of giving her the e world d she may not ever let me again, but i cannot let that stop me from bettering myself. she makes me want to be a better person m s dd s m