I'm afraid you'll take me over. That I'll just be what you want me to e be, that I'm lose my sense s of self. And I'm afraid that fear will make me resist you, and I don't know if I will be able to find a middle ground between that, and submitting to you. You want me to surrender, and I don't know if I can. I don't know--maybe these fears are just bogeyman, a d n after Ll it's a moot point, isn't it? p a ll S e e