its an average thursday night to most, showered and tucked into bed, nothing on their minds but the sleep theyre about to rec/ - - eive. and normally, id be right there with them. but ti onight, im still weathered fiercly from this everlasting day, profiu oundly intoxicated and devistatedly poisoned by this case of the feels running through my veins. tonight, on this average thurs- day night. i am everything but.