Today, Oct 5, 2026. I felt a great deal of pressure in my heart, the pain was intense I was afraid... I don't know if my heart is trying to tell me something. Would I make it to my 40's? I hope I do, If not thank u for being there for me when I needed u the most & I'm so sorry fot r the pain I caused u . I wish nothing but the best for u. . You know who I am.